so, why am i up at 6:30am? well i have had another restless night with nightmares. honestly, i don't like them at all. I dreamt last night that someone broke into my car. that wouldn't seem like to bad of a nightmare, i know. but in the dream it was horrible. my windows were bloody and the punk kids were there when i found my car... i went to bed with a migraine and woke up with a worse migraine. so as i lay in bed, i thought of all that i have to do in the coming weeks. and that made matters no better, so why not get up and get an early start? haha i got up, and got back down, got back up again and headed downstairs to talk to my mother. (whom I love). only a mother could be woken up at 5am and really care what you have to say. so i laid back down I contemplated life, and asked myself what really matters? is it important that i be strong? not really... it's better that i admit my weakness instead of trying to show my strengths... in our weakness, we are made strong... it amazes me that when we get caught up in ourselves, things seem to be such a big deal, but when we take ourselves out of the situation and look at the picture as a whole, it's amazing how futile our problems really are...
live where you are.
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